March 2011
2 posts
Tonight I don’t want to remember. I’m fucking tired of sitting with cigarettes between the spaces of my fingertips, one where your’s should live. I’m tired of nibbling nails, grinding down to skin to hide from lonely thoughts. I spend my seconds reminiscing and I just can’t anymore. It’s as though we’ve grown too exhausted to speak, but it doesn’t mean the desire has disappeared. It’s still...
1 year and 7 months.
I can’t get over how time has passed so quickly. But we are beautiful, and despite the saying we are not strong. We are weak, lonely and aching from these oceans that leave our hearts distant - but we are making it. We are trying and we are winning. And that leaves me proud. We are definite; that is all that matters. We are definite.
February 2011
14 posts
you wither away like a violet’s soul, far from the corners of my fingers; to places in which i can’t seem to find you no matter how hard i try. your a mixture of honeydew and coffee, the stale smell of cigarettes slicing sharp from your tongue as you speak. it’s that sense of home i miss indefinitely, the scent that forever bleeds me dry and exhilarates me both at a time. Energy has begun to...
Our fights torment me more than you know.
you are always my valentine.
Anonymous asked: What did you and jade do on valentines?
Today is a dreary day. The air feels somewhat refreshing as the light grows limited due to the clouds courageously fighting with the skies to had the sun and it’s radiance. The streets are filled with violent energy whilst the rain floods the streets, making waves of pretty patterns; the mixture of wind and empty ghosts clashing together to create dancing figures. I constantly hold these...
Anonymous asked: Your writing is truly truly beautiful. Wow.
one whole year, and 6 months down today.
Our adventure has only just begun my sweetheart.
spiffy2themax asked: I love you guys. :3
I've been keeping up with you because your relationship is so beautiful and inspiring!
And btw...
Explosions in the Sky is a great song. :P
I've been keeping up with you because your relationship is so beautiful and inspiring!
And btw...
Explosions in the Sky is a great song. :P
Inhale. My thoughts are bursting at the very seams they are bound by, breathing wonderful memories of our past and dusty hopes for our future together. Not a day goes by where the memory of you doesn’t cloud over my eyes; you sink far beneath my skin and rattle my ribcage in ways I can’t even understand. I live to the existence of you, for when I do I feel most alive. You inspire me to breath,...
le-cirque-du-freak-deactivated2 asked: Your writing is absolutely beautiful, it moves me on some way. You inspire me.
It was one of those dusty summer nights where the sun seemed drowsy after it’s long days work yet still blazed through the sky silently, with no complaint. Our skin felt heavy from minuscule drops of sweat that had decorated us all day and the humid had hit our hair, but we didn’t care. We sat outside and smoked until our lungs bled, and our conversation had turned into a whisper. When the sun had...
Anonymous asked: I got back with my gf cause of reading this srsly thank you
January 2011
21 posts
Because I grow weak with every desolate night that passes my eyes. But with every chime of the clock I know it’s another moment closer to seeing you again, and I am forever grateful to the solace that it brings.
I won’t let this loneliness erupt it’s way through my veins and pierce my spine, running it’s way deep through the fragile tissue of my brain to race against my doubts. I won’t let it settle in me. And I can do this with your existence wrapped neatly around my heart. Around my conscience.
We walked to the beach we first met on once. It was exhilerating, revisiting what was once our first words, melting back into those reckless children, realising the way the world looked to us formerly. Feelings flooding back to us and existing outside our borders, an unrecognizable perspective drifting between our bodies. We felt raw, we felt fresh. We survived beneath the noise, beyond the life...
elenalikesgirls-deactivated2011 asked: You and your girlfriend are so cute. I read your "us" and me moved me more then you can know. I hope you are forever happy
I like reminiscing. The miniscule details of moments when you would tuck my hair behind my ears and trace your fingers down my jawline. You were always so gentle with me, as though my skin was made of porcelain and I was stained with cracks and empty holes, left lost with broken pieces. I remember the simple, sweet seconds the best. The little things like trying to teach me how to roll my tongue,...
It was dark and we felt blind. I remember the tension between our compositions was untenable, and the uneasiness was frightening. I heard you whimper, an experience I had come across many a time before. But never like this. It never felt this way. When your vision is destitute your perception becomes exceedingly heightened. I heard your breathing. The slight quivers of the bedsheets. I remember...
mockingbird.
We reflect from one another, picking up slight habits and sharing moments that have caused us to change intensely over the past year. We are like mockingbirds. You have grown accustomed to my lifestyle and I have grown to yours, as we’ve learn one another as though being handed written instructions. We are sentimental as you finish sentences and bleed your way through my whispers, knowing my every...
Anonymous asked: I stumbled on this blog and after reading the first page I believe in love again. Thank you. I forgot what it's like.
Anonymous asked: that video is so adorable :')
you two are the cutest couple alive and i wish you both the best :o) xxxx
you two are the cutest couple alive and i wish you both the best :o) xxxx
i am sleeping on your side tonight, better half.
: Jade says:
ugh im going to start again
i dont want to cry
it hurts
my heart
' ;bethan-hannah. says:
baby.
can i tell you something?
: Jade says:
: {
what baby
is it bad : {
' ;bethan-hannah. says:
I love you, and I know you love me.
we are the best and strongest relationship i've ever seen and we've had ups and downs but doesnt everyone? all i know is that finally i trust you. I trust you, I forgive you and i am forgetting everything. We started again this new year and it is our second new year together. We are stronger than we believe, and we can make it work because we have something
beautiful.
: Jade says:
: {
baby you dont know how much weight has lifted off me knowing you trust me ive been trying so hard ot prove myself : {
' ;bethan-hannah. says:
we ARE perfect and i will not let this 'distance' distance us from each other. We will never be defeated because you ARE my life partner. and it's incredible. we are incredible. everyone is jealous of us, even i am jealous of us. I have never felt so happy even if you are leaving and we will reunite ever so soon. this time has passed quickly yes? so will the rest. We will live together soon and
next thing you know we will have a proper house, a family to ourselves. Dogs, cats, fishes, turtles, babies, apples. Everything.
: Jade says:
oh my god the butterflies : {
' ;bethan-hannah. says:
I will never leave, and neither, i hope, will you. And that is the best thing. We are the best thing.
I know it hurts, because it hurts me too but i find comfort in you and you should in me because our souls are together dancing in the sky and we are separated from both them and our hearts, because i certainly know my heart is inside of you. Our souls will always be together.
I love you. I do.
I am in love with you.
And theres my happiness. I love you far to much to ever walk away. Ever. My happiness is you and I am still feeling incredibly warm and content because you are my sweetheart, my better half and i wouldn't want it to be anyone else.
: Jade says:
and I adore you, ive never been in love like this : {
' ;bethan-hannah. says:
Neither have I baby.
So stop crying for me, because we ARE together.
look at the sky. I am looking at the same sky as you, always.
: Jade says:
okay : { i just feel so alone without you to hold ne
me
and so weak
' ;bethan-hannah. says:
You may feel alone but you are not alone. Your never alone.
You don't need me to be next to you, you don't need my physical state there because my matter, my energy lies inside you.
it always will.
I promise.
And now you are gone, and I feel completely broken yet there is still a haunting strength in my heart. I don’t know what’s more comforting, knowing how wonderful our last few days have been or that you are still mine and you continue to exist in my soul. You had the perfect timing as I was beginning to feel awfully weak and the loneliness was slowly bringing a sense of emptiness upon...
I can't let go of your hand again. I can't.
When the daylight softly touches the corners of our eyes and our tired minds let the instants of the past days leave our firm grasps, seeping through all the wrinkles and niches and the clock continues to tick away frighteningly fast as our ghosts linger together whilst our matter cannot. These walls continue to hold our adolescent moments we share when our bodies grow to weak to do so, to empty...
WatchForever.
heartiseverythingx-deactivated2 asked: this tumblr is lovely! how did you both find eachother if you don't mind me asking?
m-e-t-a-m-o-r-p-h-o-s-e asked: You two are just... lovely. I'm guessing you're living far apart at the moment? I came across your Tumblrs today, and it's such a wonderful idea you had! Right now my girlfriend is 3000 miles away, and I'm thinking of perhaps doing something like this with her, as we can't always talk via phone or see each other.
I wish the best for both of you :)
I wish the best for both of you :)
We were brave and audacious once upon a time. We held such naivety in our energy that was driven by the need to be reckless, to find adventure in our bones. Unafraid of the agonizing shadows of our past and the suspicions of our future, we pushed our broken strings to the boundaries and far passed them. I remember a distinct smell of earl grey tea and cigarettes seeping from your faint breath, as...
December 2010
8 posts
my longing to keep you here is incredibly painful....
The black abyss which has swallowed the air, is so quiet tonight. No glittering stars hanging above our heads like loose teeth, just waiting for you to gaze and kiss them with your delicate lips; no clouds forming beautiful patterns like lace. Solely a moon which erupts the peace and reminds us that there is a life outside this world. That this blanket is solely hiding the rest of this universe,...
I have tasted happiness.
I have felt it run it’s tongue along my skin. I have felt it’s terrifying strength as it seeps beneath me and flows through my blood, and presses my fragile bones. I have felt it down my spine and breeze around my ribcage, bounding my heart to it’s overpowering warmth. I have felt the conquered smile permanently across my face, as the soft, blissful emotion of joy has...
Anonymous asked: honestly, i envy what you guys have.
Both of you are incredibly cute.
Both of you are incredibly cute.
natuhhleee-apple asked: Hi I just came across your blog, I'm sorry to be weird if I am...but are you married?
:)
:)
in-sipid asked: Ahh.♥ i love you two!
November 2010
10 posts
Anonymous asked: are you guys both girls?
Because our shadows speak in coded verses that open the silent corners of our hearts. We never really mutter the right words to describe our ache yet the stars still form loosely within us as the skies turn a darker shade of black and with desolate souls we are still so intimate, we are still so close. We are strong, and we have overcome the hatred and hurt that has echoed inside our lives for...
I miss sleeping next to you. I miss not being able to get to sleep with the irritating hum of your slight snoring upon my ear. I miss tossing and turning to find a good position where we are both comfortable and cuddling. I miss the complaining, the moaning and the groaning when we awaken in the middle of the night, and realize we are far from each other. I miss having to roll over and grab your...
the ghost of your presence lingers within my soul,...